fireflysnow

 I've been exhausted all weekend. Saturday was pretty fun. My boyfriend and I went swimming in his pool. Unfortunatly I got a mild sunburn :/ but its basicly gone now :) We hung out and watched a lot of Chowder. That show is amazing :p  
Sunday, I got a new phone! :D It kind of sucks cause its basicly like a tac phone but its a phone! (Version Wireless)After doing all the math I figured out I can get/send 500 messages per month. Better than the net10 where I could only send/get 150. And the mintues are cheaper :) So I guess I can't complain :)
I've been really depressed lately. 

 Im beat. I'll post later

So I guess the loneliness is finally kicking in. I don't want to cling on to my boyfriend all the time cause I know it must be tiring for him. I wish I had a friend I could really talk to again. We were suppose to go to a party this weekend but change of plans. Atleast I get to stay with him longer :) I was hoping to make a friend there or see my old best friend, she has a new kitten. I'm just happy I get to send time with him. 
I think I've been reading too many books or something, my dreams are really crazy.  Maybe I can go to the library this weekend and get some new books to read =) 
Its still cloudy out. =) 
I guess I'll spend my day like I usually do. Inspire mself with emo hair pics. listening to music. play a little harvest moon. mope around until my bf calls. (wow I just had deja vu) I guess you could say having a perfect body and perfect hair have become m obession.  Maybe I'll entertain myself with some excerise. I need to tone my muscles again if I'm taking another dance class.I really wanted to be a ballerina but now Im not sure. I love dancing but theres no way my family can afford dance lessons outside of school :/ Maybe I'll do something with art. People tell me I'm good but I have a long way to go. I think I'll keep it as a hobby, like my tarot reading. I haven't done much of that in a long time because I already know my future is with him :)

Right now I'm worried. I'm waiting to see if my boyfriend needs surgery. Its nothing to major but stil..
Im also hoping he dosent get grounded.

The lines/creases in my thumb look werid XD 


Anyway.... Time seems to be flying by. Its stil cloudy out. I finished, Beastly I hope to read the next book by Alex Flinn, A Kiss in Time. The book was okay, basicly a modern version of Beauty and the Beast.  A Kiss in Time is supposed to be about a modern version of Sleeping Beauty. I love reading about Fairy Tales and fantasies. My next favorite books are nonfiction. I'm not a fan of the Twilight series. The movie, I admit, was okay. New Moon was the best one bescause Edward wasnt there and he almost dies, along with Bella! Alas..that didn't happen..

I've lowered my standards in music quite a bit. I love the part in Famiy Guy when Meg is on a date and the guy says, "I remeber you said you like horrbile music so I bought you a Macroon 5 CD." Well thats probaly not the direct quote but you get the picture. I've started listening to bands I used to hate. ( 3oH!3, Brokencyde)

I also really want a West Highland White Terrier! Their so cute!! buts expensive!! D:

 While the day is still young I thought I'd write about my first day of summer vacation. 
You may be asking why my summer is called "Solitary Confinement" 
Well first of all I'm pretty much isolated from my "friends" from school. Someone I could almost call a best friend is moving to Virgina with her dad this weekend and I have no way to contact her at all. Second I get sick very easily. I'm very senstive to the sun and I can have really bad asthma. On top of this I have a minor heart condition. My asthma is really bad in the heat because of the stupid air quality >^< 
Last summer I got really bad phneumonia and had to wear masks everywhere even after it cleared up. It was a hard battle. My body is my prison. 
The highlight of my summer is that I get to spend time with my boyfriend :) 
He is the most amazing and caring-est person in the world to me and I can't live with out him. <3

I'll probaly talk to him today and  play Harvest Moon. I really need to clean but I need my masks first D: 
I'm curently reading, Beastly. Its a fairly good book.

lol so I've had pneumonia for a month now. I went to the doctor every Monday of last month, June. Now I don't know what their going to do about my lungs. I get out of breath so easily. I miss running and playing tennis. So apparently I will probely get a chest x-ray Monday, July 7th. Don't know what more they can do. If  I have to be put in the hospital I guess I won't be on for a while lol. What more can they give me though? I've been on like 4 different medicines already.